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Emotion Commotion: Acceptance

Emotion Commotion: Acceptance

Emotion Commotion: These are posts specifically about my mood swings/bipolar tendencies I deal with every day. First off, I want to preface this post with a note that I have no official diagnosis of mood swings/bipolar disorder. Officially. But it is not like this makes that much of a difference. Throughout my whole life, I have been acutely aware my moods were not normal like other people. Some people get a little sad. Some people get a little mad. This is…

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The 54th Deadline: Thud

The 54th Deadline: Thud

“It takes hitting rock bottom once in a while to motivate you to launch back up.” I realize the past few posts have been on the negative side, but life happens. Regardless, it’s time to get back on track. Thud. I hit the very bottom again, if only briefly for a few days, and all of it just reminded me why I have spent so many years to get out of that spot. Surviving a year and a half of…

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The 54th Deadline: Thud

The 54th Deadline: Thud

“It takes hitting rock bottom once in a while to motivate you to launch back up.” I realize the past few posts have been on the negative side, but life happens. Regardless, it’s time to get back on track. Thud. I hit the very bottom again, if only briefly for a few days, and all of it just reminded me why I have spent so many years to get out of that spot. Surviving a year and a half of…

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The 54th Deadline: Emptiness

The 54th Deadline: Emptiness

It’s been clear to me that certain voids are preventing me from feeling whole as a person. Life is wonderful, but it also has a lot of bad stuff to it. Now mind you, I wonder if it’s the gloomy side in me talking, but lately I haven’t been able to feel “happy” as much as I should. Mood swings aside, I feel like I have fallen into another one of my various ruts. After going through this song and…

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The 54th Deadline: Pressure

The 54th Deadline: Pressure

The 54th Deadline: Life often forces some pressure your way to encourage immediate action. More than five years ago, I was a loser by all means. I never would admit to it back then, but one could call me that now and I wouldn’t get mad at them for it. That’s what I was. A loser. A bonafide loser. But that doesn’t mean I had to remain one. That’s the key. You can always change. I was a new college…

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Everyday NhanSense – Day 119

Everyday NhanSense – Day 119

——————————————————————————————————————————————– Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth. Day 119’s Topic: Finding answers amid the confusion. ——————————————————————————————————————————————– The more I figure out things about myself, the more I realize how truly complex and all over the place I truly am as an individual. Well, I am complex in the sense that I have a lot of random ailments that more…

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Everyday NhanSense – Day 111

Everyday NhanSense – Day 111

——————————————————————————————————————————————– Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth. Day 111’s Topic: Figuring out what’s truly precious in life. ——————————————————————————————————————————————– I had a lot to think about in the past few days. No scratch that. It was a real turning point, something that grew into a huge epiphany I had to come to grips with in regards to my “weakness.” In…

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