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The 54th Deadline: Emotion Commotion

The 54th Deadline: Emotion Commotion

I need to get back into the blogging swing of things. Since considering to blog again, I wanted to set some kind of weekly schedule for the sake of consistency. I have done so before in the past. I wouldn’t really mind because it did keep me diligent with my blogging practices. I actually felt compelled to blog on a given day no matter how I felt. Maybe that is the secret. But yeah, emotions have been a real issue…

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The 54th Deadline: Poison

The 54th Deadline: Poison

“When something has festered within you for so long, is an antidote still possible?” Despite all I have been personally through, no matter how far I have come, a certain “poison” still lingers in me. Its effects are day-by-day, but sometimes I am harshly reminded how much some of it has built up over the years. This certain poison… It’s comprised of various bad emotions and then some. Anger. Angst. Fear. Insecurity. Basically, if it’s something a normal person wouldn’t…

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The 54th Deadline: Hidden Battles

The 54th Deadline: Hidden Battles

“To fight battles others cannot see every day is a soul-draining, taxing endeavor.” Throughout the years, I have learned how I am my own worst enemy. I am my own worst enemy because I continue to enable the negativity to keep popping back up in my life. I revert to inefficient cycles of moving forward a bit and then ending up back where I started. It’s a very back-and-forth dance I have grown accustomed to, but I want this particular waltz…

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The 54th Deadline: Chase

The 54th Deadline: Chase

“Certain days make me think I am in an ongoing chase without an end in sight.” Having a goal to chase after is important. However, sometimes I feel like I am running on a perpetual treadmill that won’t stop. And this means I am nowhere close to reaching checkpoints that I should have reached by now. But that’s the thing. In terms of progress, I am definitely making some strides. I obviously don’t think I have accomplished enough at this stage in…

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The 54th Deadline: Emptiness

The 54th Deadline: Emptiness

It’s been clear to me that certain voids are preventing me from feeling whole as a person. Life is wonderful, but it also has a lot of bad stuff to it. Now mind you, I wonder if it’s the gloomy side in me talking, but lately I haven’t been able to feel “happy” as much as I should. Mood swings aside, I feel like I have fallen into another one of my various ruts. After going through this song and…

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The 54th Deadline: Clues

The 54th Deadline: Clues

The 54th Deadline: Perhaps we leave behind clues with hope that someone finds them. Lately, I have been feeling uneasy in more ways than one. At times, I think I am worrying about it too much, but part of me wonders if there is something more to my current feelings than I realize. Even as I write this out, it’s hard for me to be completely, and I mean totally 100 percent, honest about it. There is a line I have to…

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Everyday NhanSense – Day 113

Everyday NhanSense – Day 113

——————————————————————————————————————————————– Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth. Day 113’s Topic: Easter. ——————————————————————————————————————————————– Hi everyone. I hope you all had a great Easter. For me, well, I was feeling a bit blue to be honest for the whole day. It reached a point I am all too familiar with, where I feel really antisocial. Feeling like a shut-in like this,…

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