This week for me has been pretty clear skies in the mind, which is bad when I want to catch lightning. I just feel so darn unproductive, borderline lazy because I cannot trigger any spark of imagination to utilize.
It happens. If humans could be at their best 100 percent of the time, we all would be geniuses. Every single person in the world would be brilliant. But in reality, we all have our respective limits. As a whole, it seems this week has been a dull one for me in the creativity department. It sucks for a lot of reasons.
Just Need a Jolt – Any Jolt!
I want to create so much. I truly desire to show the world what’s on my mind and then I fall victim to my mental endurance. Am I that weak? Am I that pathetic? Nah, I shouldn’t be so hard on myself. Creativity doesn’t come easy for all of us. I am just part of the group who has to work a bit harder to conjure up something meaningful. Nothing wrong with this or anything like that. We all have to play to our strengths. Something significant for me is how I am tenacious about this kind of stuff. A good five years and counting is very attesting to this fact about me. At the same time, I think I am a mess at the moment until I can get my act together.
I hate having these weeks, but I just have to hope that I can pick up the slack some other moment. Or perhaps it is just my life being in real disarray. There are various factors I have to take into account.
So for now, all I can do is try to recharge and take another crack at it when lightning decides to strike.
“Hope is my catalyst.” – Nhan Fiction0 People like this post!
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